TWO FREEZING SHEILA'S


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 Mon, May 15, 2000 - 6:10pm


Ok, so where was the gorgeous sunny weather today then???  Not friggin well around was it?  God I hate that, did my workout, really good one as well and was looking forward to an afternoon of lazing on the snuck, reading my book, fiddling with my belly button, whilst getting some serious sun.  Oh no, the weather was very weird today, when the sun went behind the clouds, it got really chilly.  My friend Sheila sat with me, very bravely I thought, in her bikini with just a T-shirt over her.  Poor cow must of been freezing.  Anyway, we both had a good natter, like we always do and then I left because I was too cold.

I have lots of photographs on my fridge of family, friends etc.  Anyway, I've wanted to get proper frames for these pictures and hang them all in the downstairs bathroom.  Now, am I being weird by hanging them there? It's just that as I see it, if my friends go in for a pee, then they can see everyone and maybe even themselves on the wall, at least it gives them something to look at while peeing.  Anyway I've done most of them this afternoon, they look pretty good.

I'm up to 146lbs today, shit shit shit.  Don't know why I'm so surprised, I mean I did eat a humongous amount of food this weekend, including a double cheeseburger on Saturday with french fries.  I'm telling you, when you haven't eat a MacDonalds burger for eons, it's positively orgasmic.  Of course as soon as you've finished you feel this terrible twang of guilt creeping throughout your body, and then you think.....ah fuck it!!

Unless I completely starve myself and workout every single day, I don't really think my body will change that much.  It is what it is...for good or bad, there it is.  I was reading an article in the British edition of Marie Claire over the weekend that in Hollywood at present it's getting to the point where actresses are just starving themselves because the industry apparently requires it so that they can continue to work.  Christ how thin do you have to be?  I mean I know that TV puts on 10lbs (or is it cinema films?), but hey, come on, what gives?  They reckon that soon, one of these actresses is going to die on set, just like that.  Well, I guess if you want to be REALLY REALLY famous then hey, die on screen, that'll get the ratings in.
Have you noticed how John Travolta and Tom Hanks aren't the skinny waifs that the chicks are???  There just fine actors and don't need to be svelte, god what a world.......