Ok so I feel a bit bad about my comments yesterday regarding Stephen. Well looking back on it, he's made out to be the bad person in all of this and he is SO NOT.
Oh god I couldn't of asked for a better person to have a child with, he really is the best dad ever. Not only is he great with Reef, but he's really attentive to me, like for instance I got flowers brought home yesterday, beautiful white roses with salmon pink edges, just adorable. He brings me a g lass of wine when I take a bath, he's up EVERYNIGHT throughout the night changing and burping her after I nurse. He cooks, he plays with her (way more than I do, I seem to just feed and change her and then desperately try to make her go back to sleep...BAD MUM) he does all the errands, he's great, so yeah I f eel bad about putting him in a such a bad light yesterday. I didn't really mean to, I was just being over sensitive about us having a fight, I absolutely hate fighting and especially when it turns nasty and words become something so horrible, so it was just that.
Hey we're both Gemini's so we're fiery, stubborn, and everything else. But this is big love, the best that comes, just once in a lifetime......
